You took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.
And I watched from my window,
Always felt I was outside looking in on you.
You're always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive
But too cool to care.
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather.

Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...

These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.

You're always brilliant in the morning,
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar.

You teach me of honest things, things that are daring,
things that are clean. Things that knew what an honest daughter did need.
I hid my soiled hands behind my back. Somewhere along the line I must have gone off track... with you.

Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else,
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.

These foolish games are tearing me, you tearing me, you tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.

You took your coat off,
Stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that

I saw Sammy, Hayley, and Nicolie at Sammy's this weekend <3 =)

Currently Listening Surfacing By Sarah McLachlan Mystery see related

I'm in Kansas City.

That means shopping, which means clothes. <3<3<3

Life is good right about now, too =) The best it's been in probably a year.

So, yeah, be happy?

Avalanche is sullen and too thin
She starves herself to rid herself of sin
And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin
And she says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me

Chris is all dressed up and acting coy
Painted like a brand new Christmas toy
He's trying to figure out if he's a girl or he's a boy
He says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me

Doodle takes Dad's scissors to her skin
And when she does relief comes setting in
While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me

Therapy is Speedie's brand new drug
Dancing with the devil's past has never been too fun
It's better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun
And she cries:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me

JT gets all fucked up in some karaoke bar
After two drinks he's a loser after three drinks he's a star
Getting all nostalgic as he sings "I Will Survive"
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
Oh, c'mon baby can you bleed like me

You should see my scars
And try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend.

01. i'm really nice.
02. i talk to people i don't like, just to be nice.
03. i'm in high school.
04. i go to a private school.
05. i hate people who think they're the shit.
06. i have dark brown hair.
07. i like to wear pink.
08. i sing all the time.
09. i hate my hair.
10. i miss middle school.
11. i usually don't get sarcasm.
12. i like rap music.
13. i hate cleaning.
14. i'm a snob about grammar.
15. i'm a wonderful liar.
16. i wish i could fly.
17. i have been to italy.
18. i love pepsi. ((needs to be UNbolded))
19. i twirl my hair.
20. i love daquiries ((So does this one))

21. i love laguna beach.
22. i was 13 when i got my first kiss.
23. i love tiffany's.
24. i love to sleep.
25. i can't live without music.
26. i was born in january.
27. i've never seen snow.
28. i have a lot of drama.
29. i can't stand people who copy me.
30. i'm a celebrity.
31. i get annoyed easily.
32. i've been called a tease.
33. i love gemma ward.
34. i'm a cheerleader.
35. i can be quite selfish.
36. i am still a virgin.
37. i still act like a little kid. ((needs to be bolded))
38. i love swinging on swings.
39. i like socalite_surveysz a lot.
40. i love the smell of vanilla.
41. i cry all the time.
42. i can't stand people who type with sticky text.
43. i'm a happy person.
44. i swear more than i should.
45. i'm mature.
46. i'm awesome.
47. i look older than i really am.
48. i have a hard time trusting people.
49. i love emo music.
50. i hate emo people.  (( I hate people who try too hard to be 'emo'))

I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days 
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are~

...So tonight i'll sit and pick apart your pictures.
And over analyze your words.
The truth is, i've never fallen so hard.
It's taking everything in me just to forget your sweater so far.

And I can honestly say.. That i've never, never, ever felt this way..

The MMAV Club.

You're not invited.

WOO HOO, update. yes. Although people don't really do Xanga anymore..

BUT~

Lastnight definately iced the cake on my Spring Break. TC, CB, and Kyle are back in town and needless to say we kicked it hard. I got to ride in The Marquee for the first time in what feels like FOREVER. We all also jammed to some Jessica Simpson. Ya'll should listen to CB, he's good. Oh, and we somehow ended up riding in the middle of nowhere... idk. I love those kiddos. I thought Spring Break was going to suck since I cancelled my Paris trip.. But actually it isnt half bad.

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks..
He's never enough,
And still he's more than I can take.
Oh and I don't know-
I dont know what he's after.
But he's so beautiful,
He's such a beautiful disaster.
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster..?